You prove day after day that everything I thought we had and your feelings were fake. None of it was real for a second. It kills me every day to be reminded of how used I was for so long. I was blinded by the thought that I was in love. Farthest thing from it. You disgust me. I hate everything you stand for. You’re nothing but a sick joke. I never want to see or hear from you ever again in my life. I don’t wanna hear your name come up in conversation. You are DEAD to me. You mean nothing anymore. I refuse to let you hold me back, thinking there is some sick, twisted hope. There will never ever be a time where you are my friend or anything more than that. You dropped me, so now I’m dropping you forever. This is the last time I’ll post about you. I’ve moved on and closed the book.